Oblivion

I'm writing a blog, means my head is not in its right setting.

I'm scrolling twitter then I found Walter Mitty scene.

Ambisi terbesar gue, terekstim gue, adalah hari dimana gue akan bilang fuck it, dan nyetir keliling Indonesia setaun.

Persetan dengan gap di CV

Sebenernya persetan dengan semuanya, idup ga dikasih manual, kenapa pada buat2 sendiri dah.

"Lah nik lo sekarang kerja jadi budak korporat"

Ini namanya delayed gratification, unlike most people, settling down is not something I consider when planning my life.

I'm planning my life towards that day where I can just say fuck it and go for a year.

Means I need money, I need enough money to generate interest so I don't have to work anymore.

Masalahnya, realitanya, ini juga gatau kapan.

Ada kemungkinan ini ga kesampean. But life goes on, 90% of the time not the way we want it, or need it, or even deserve it.

what? is this nihilistic hour????

aiflai

Post Pertama 2020

Emang gue trigger nulisnya kalo lagi mumet, kalo lagi lurus anteng aja nontonn Iz*One

#WeStanKwonEunbi

Happy new year.

It's only March, but well I got a new job.

I just watched Jim Carrey documentary in which he said his dad doesn't like his job, but he needed it so he did it.

In Jim's view, there are only two options, do what you love or don't do it at all.

For me, there are third options, do what you're good at, and be so good at it people will gladly endure you for your performance. I mean that's technically what happens with all the great artists, people endure them because they're special.

But one segment that leaves a mark with me is where Jim talked about creating yourself to succeed, an alter ego that is more likable, because you're nobody and you need people to like you so you can survive, then at a certain point you will need to leave that persona, to be yourself again.

For me personally, I have never feel that I created a persona that is more likable, me trying to socialize more, sure, but I believe never really filter myself in a sense that I'm different at the office and with my friends. 

I talk about different things, sure.

Because you don't really want to piss people off with your perspective, especially politics and religion, but it's more the absence of talking rather than me lying about my position.

But maybe the time will come when people find out that I really not that good

Ps. dibilang ganteng sama cewe bentukan selebgram beda ya rasanya sob. 

HOOOOOOOOOOOO

This is a post for the sake of posting

also because I like the keyboard of my new laptop

After almost 3,5 years using shitty laptops from work - first 1.5 years using old Dell Inspiron, another 1.5 using Asus XA441, I can finally buy a nice laptop.

I almost buy Asus A412DA, because that's what I can afford, but thanks to me being the absolute stubborn when researching for something to buy, I insist of going to Ratu Plaza instead of buying though JD.id

Lo and behold, I got an Acer Swift3, SF31455G but 2 million less than sticker price, thanks to intel 10th gen, all the 8th gen laptops are getting some heavy discount.

I got a full HD IPS display panel with 99% SRGB at least according to some review, the spec only states 72% NTSC, which equals to 98-99% SRGB. i5 Intel Core 8th gen, NVidia MX250, 8GB of RAM and 256gb SSD.

the only shitty thing is that 8GB RAM is soldered, but it's a dual-channel RAM so it's nice.

It feels so snippy snappy, and quick, tick tock snip snap

Also it's soooooooooooooo thin, like as thin as the macbook pros, or even slightly thinner.

I took out my old HP Pavilion laptop from 2013 and it's a fucking brick, so big and heavy, now it's so small and tiny and full aluminum

I fucking love windows laptop.