Kamis, 07 September 2023

So you swiped right, and you talked for a bit and you think, "hmm, she is fun to talk to"

Then you meet for the first time, a quick date, just a sushi and a coffee, 3 hours tops, and you think "ahh she is fun, hopefully we can meet again" 

Then you talked for the whole week, plan another meet, this time even shorter but you make it work anyway. 

"ah hope we can spend more time" 

Then you go to a music festival for 2 days straight together, 20 hours together, and it feels nice, calming even, you think you can spend another 20 hours together and won't feel bored. 

The drive home was nice, not much to talk to, sing a little bit.

Then suddenly it ends, but you can't wait to meet again. 

I still don't know where this is all going, but I think this might work. 

Hopeful this might work. 

Saya tipe orang yang selalu berpikir there are always something better out there, but for the past few months I've stopped thinking like that. 

Maybe, just maybe, this is good enough, can be better, but there are worse things. 

I like my current team at work, I like my current football boots, I'm even thinking of downgrading my car. 

I'm not the most handsome person out there, I'm not the most anything, but I think I am good enough to be liked and loved. 

She has a good base, I think, I like myself when I'm around her. 

She's looking for someone to listen to her weird stories, me too, and I'll listen to her whenever she tell me something. 

Hopeful