I almost spent the entire May writing nothing

nothing to write, really.

There's nothing happening in my life.

Well, technically, there is something.

I bought my first limited edition Gunpla, MG Heavyarms Custom, which means I have 3 out of 5 main Gundams from Endless Waltz OVA, and apparently I need Tallgesse III to complete everything.

I bought a bookshelf to act as a display rack for my collections.

I bought Ultraman R/B brothers, Rosso and Blu.

I still have money in the bank, which is weird after spending that much.

Then I open tokopedia and looking for something to buy, I found nothing.

If we're sorting things by necessities, I need extra jeans and new underwear, need to phase out the old ones. I'm buying the underwear and not the jeans considering the COVID stuff, with WFH and all.

I spent 1.5 months talking to a girl I matched on bumble but then I can't find things to talk about. 

I follow a girl I matched on bumble just because we like twice. (different girl)

I deleted the apps, it's not for me, I don't really enjoy talking to people, because sometimes I make conscious decision not to reply to a text because I just don't have the energy left to talk (via text). But honestly it shouldn't be a problem, I mean I wouldn't expect a girl I fancy to keep replying to my texts, so I expect the same courtesy. I'm better at approaching a person face to face, what an arrogant thing to say for a proud introvert.

Heck, I wouldn't expect my closest friends to be on call 24/7.

So covid will extend my singledom, BUT INCREASE MY NET WORTH BITCH.

I spent the whole April without writing shit

As the title says, I spent the whole April without writing any shit.

Fun fact: you're not entitled to any shit. 

Not your parent's love, not your children's adoration. You get what you deserve. 

If you spent every single day assuming things will go well just because it's supposed to go well, yeaaaaah I have a news for you: it'll turn to shit. 

Life is a continuous risk mitigation. 

You don't want to be late? Wake up earlier. 

You need 3 days to get the job done? Tell client it'll take 5 days.

Don't want to be broken hearted? Don't get too attached. 

You can't just abuse every single power you have over someone and expect them not fighting back the moment they have the power. If power is your language then expect people to use it against you. 

This post makes me looks like an angry asshole, well, I am angry. 

The difference now is that I am angry with enough money to buy some shit to calm me down.