I'm writing a blog, means my head is not in its right setting.
I'm scrolling twitter then I found Walter Mitty scene.
Ambisi terbesar gue, terekstim gue, adalah hari dimana gue akan bilang fuck it, dan nyetir keliling Indonesia setaun.
Persetan dengan gap di CV
Sebenernya persetan dengan semuanya, idup ga dikasih manual, kenapa pada buat2 sendiri dah.
"Lah nik lo sekarang kerja jadi budak korporat"
Ini namanya delayed gratification, unlike most people, settling down is not something I consider when planning my life.
I'm planning my life towards that day where I can just say fuck it and go for a year.
Means I need money, I need enough money to generate interest so I don't have to work anymore.
Masalahnya, realitanya, ini juga gatau kapan.
Ada kemungkinan ini ga kesampean. But life goes on, 90% of the time not the way we want it, or need it, or even deserve it.
what? is this nihilistic hour????
