Find shit you like, you won't feel like working for the rest of your life.

Finding shit I like is hard, choosing one particular - or few, whatever floats your boats - interest is hard, but like any other thing in life, using a process of elimination is the way to go.

Try things, you'll find out you don't like some shit, you'll find out you'll at least tolerate some shit, but then you heart will yearn for that particular shit that you'll give up anything, everything, to pursue this particular shit.

I am always into learning things, I like reading shits, usually pages and pages of wikipedia about random ass topic that I happen to stumble upon.

I always find the idea of being a academics fascinating, spending your life to learn something, the world of academics is also the most likely to uphold meritocracy, unlike any other field bar sports.

Why didn't I go to get my masters sooner? The honest answer is I don't know, maybe I needed the money, maybe I felt like I'm tired of learning, and shitload of other maybe, but I guess you just know, like I know I prefer Twice Jungyeon over any other members despite Momo being the hottest and Mina being the cutest.

And the final thing is, I feel like I am ready now, or maybe I'm not.

Maybe I needed to experience that working atmosphere, from the friendship, camaraderie, the politics, and all that jazz, and maybe now I understand - or accept - that that's how workplace works, it's all in the packaged, some might be worst than others but more or less the same.

And now I understand both how academics compared to being professional, I prefer the former.

I might not be able to afford that CBR1000RR in the next 5 years, but I will be 32 by then, I still have enough time.