Shit happens part 351

Life sucks, not in the way you think it is, but it is suck.

I have so much question about people, and despite know the why's, I still don't get it.

Understand?

Knowing is not equal to understanding, I guess.

I mean I know why people let's say obsessed with their Instagram likes to the point where they hired a cheap photographer to document their less than interesting life. But I don't get it.

Why?

I mean there are few hypothesis, a good dose narcissism, or just the fact that human are social being and sharing your latest vacation is a thing since the 90s, but Internet overexposed us with it, or just people plain having fun.

But then again the effort some people took for their social media is mind boggling.

Relative to them I'm a noob, a good angle and good contrast is enough for me.

I don't get it, why?

But then again there are not many people that get me, few of my friends could guess few things about me, but almost always miss the core.

This is me being emo.

I'll publish this post and go back being functional adult

FEBRUARI AJA SOB

FEBRUARI AJA SOB

things i miss about being jobless:

The sleepless night.

Begadang itu epitomi perlawanan, semua pemberontakan direncakan tengah malam, bukan sore-sore sambil ngelamun. Diskusi yang ndalem dan njelumit itu selalu kejadian diatas jam 11 malam, bukan siang sambil makan soto betawi. Inspirasi selalu lahir dini hari, ketika kebisingan hari sudah tidak terdengar lagi.

Ketika orang-orang kebanyakan sudah tidur karena sibuk dengan kewajiban sehari-hari, orang-orang terpilih akan tetap terbangun entah mimpi apa, yang kemudian mimpi itu dipegang erat-erat tanpa bilang ke siapa-siapa, jadi janji yang paling sulit dipenuhi: Janji sama diri sendiri.

Sudah tak terasa sudah 6 kali gajian ditempat kerja sekarang, artinya sudah 6 bulan kerja, setengah tahun, lewat begitu saja. Is there any differences between me now and me from 6 months ago? probably yes, but not that much. In fact, working and interacting with people on daily basis hanya mengukuhkan niat saya untuk financially independent by the time i'm 40 dan pensiun dini setelahnya.

Malem-malem begini lah lagunya Landon Pigg yang Falling in Love in The Coffee Shop punya efek berlipat ganda terhadap kondisi emosionil saya: alias bikin mellow.