mau usaha kayak apa juga, ga ada ceritanya saya bisa tidur cepat.
funny thing is, i'm no longer jobless, i work 10AM - 6PM every fucking day, but the moment i got home, no matter how tired i was at the office, i feel energized as soon as i open the laptop and scouring the internet.
i have nothing against my job, really, enjoy it very much especially after i got thee gist of it, the rhythm, after i biologically make it a routine, everything going well. maybe this is the introvert in me, there's nothing more energizing than being alone, reading random shit on the internet and ends up with existential crisis at 11PM right before i go to sleep.
like i said last year, having a job gave you no time for new knowledge, you spent probably 12 hours a day thinking about your job, another 6 about basic day to day life like whether i can save enough money for my kids school admission, or will you get that sex your wife promised you last week, and if you're lucky, 6 hours of sleep.
you have no time to learn that you can think religion is stupid, but what the religious people feel about their religion is real, as real as my feeling towards toyota 86.
you have no time to think that maybe, just maybe, there's no definitive superman.
then you ask why are people so religious, because it's damn easier just reading one book and made that you moral compass, instead of starting tabula rasa, reading thousands of books and create your own sets of morality.
it's the easy way out.
now seeing all this mumbo jumbo about December 2nd Protest in Jakarta, and to some extend Donald Trump, Senator Finch's word from batman v superman rings truer than ever, that democracy is a discussion, we talk to each other, but then again discussion is 2 way communication, won't matter much when one side is screaming one thing, the other screaming another.
no i need to allocate time on my weekend to watch batman v superman.
